Wednesday, 30 March 2016

Bavra hai nyaara…..



Kaise khoye khoye sapne hai woh
Ankhon me jalte
Ankahi baton me kyun
Gun gunata hai tu aise
Ajnabee sa lage
Yeh jahan saara
Tere, sang lage mujhe
Ye jeena nyaara
Kaisa bavra maan hai tu toh
Bavra hai Nyaara…..
 

Kaisa bavra maan hai tu toh
Bavra hai Nyaara…..
Anjani dhun jo koi
Khe na sake
Tu toh gata chala
jo koi Seh na sake….
Kaisa bavra maan hai tu toh
Bavra hai Nyaara…..
 
Me nadan ho kar
Chal padi hu t ere sang
Ab na hoga yeh kal
Tere sang hoga har pal
Anjani daasta hai jo
Koi nayi kahani hai woh
 
Me toh soch na saki
Par kahani ban gayi
Man kuch kahe aur
Duniya begani hogayi
 
Ab na rak sako me isse
Ja chal pade hai kadam
Ab toh har gum ke baad hai
Kushi ke pal…
Kaisa bavra maan hai tu toh
Bavra hai Nyaara…..
 
 

Sunday, 13 September 2015



Journey with you....

I remember the first, 
when you held my fist
we ran throw the shores 
and I feared of the close...

You hold me tight
near to your eyes...
filled with fear
I looked at you with tears.....


The world was at war
Families of you and me were lost
Death was sure to come
and here I was dear to someone... 

You knew we were to die
but you let me not cry
you kissed me with grace
and made me live again the rest....

Never thought love would come to me this way...
I wish the moment would have stayed
World to come to hold
and only us to love

But moment got lost in gest
You were all that I remember the next
I was struck by war 
but was happy to die in your arms..

Your love will be forever ever
You are dear to me for now and ever
Dont cry love, 
we will surely meet in heaven...

Journey with you was a wonderful one... 

Friday, 12 September 2014

Life is .....
When I hated it the most,
I enjoyed it to the core.....

When I was struck by reality,
It left me alone with no beauty...
I struggled, cried to make the dreams come true,
I rugged my life to go the way I wanted it to....

Life is....
It was seeming rainy season,
but actually it was god laughing on me...
The only thing learnt was that, you cannot decide your life,
you cannot make your dreams come true.....

Life is...
to live,
dreams are meant to be dreams,
money can only buy sweets,
pride can get you only honor,
but its only a moment of seconds that can give you a smile....

Live a moment to get a life,
don't run for dreams....
you will never get life........
we are happy with our friends,
money cant even smile babes.......

let god play his cards,
to win the game....
just smile at his cards,


Life is......
Happiness is to see your mom smiling at you
& not at your gifts.....



Sunday, 14 October 2012

Ideological Conflict

Ideology is something which we follow and conflict which always arises after following that ideology.....this happens with me many a times. And I analyse that somewhere, at some point everyone goes through this.

When our elders commit something wrong and we revolt their doing, then we are smashed badly. that's were we are scolded, saying that- you should never argue with your elders, even if they are wrong we are no one to correct them. The ultimate golden words....

When some elder-outsider is committing something wrong, we follow what our elders said, and again we don't revert back to them. But again we are scolded, saying- you should stop and oppose the wrong ones. you are the future of our country and this country is yours, you should oppose for betterment of society.

This was just an example. There are two different ideologies and they create conflicts for many of them. various such incidents happen in our daily life. now-a-days its common. We are confused whether to follow Gandhiji way or to follow Bhagat Singh....to be happy on our success or cry for our poor bothers,

We can call such a situation- a trauma or syndrome. This can be a hidden reason behind many out of box cases, such as- increase in number of suicide cases, divorce cases because of two conflicting ideologies. Lot of people are facing depression, many of them get addicted to drugs or alcohol, etc. I want to brief on this, as you might be aware about all these matters more than me.

Earlier everything was pure. Congress was headed by country lovers but today there are just vote lovers. Earlier mass media content was filled with epic stories, patriotic songs, inspiring movies, motivating novels, etc.Today, we are exposed to media sources like MTV and NDTV altogether. Earlier we had pure protagonist like raj kapoor in mera naam joker, today we have anti-hero type's like manoj in gangs of waseypur...... earlier we had education on basis of merit, today we have it on basis of merit-cum- donation basis. and it goes on......

The point is, today everything is jumbled up, mixed up. We are everyday, every time exposed to two different sides of coin. What we follow, our society doesn't. we are not heading for a planned future but giving birth to a confused class of generation.

A single ideology can't ever prevail in society and we have to accept of one the prevailing ideologies and fight with society, throughout our life........




  

Sunday, 16 September 2012

WHO YOU ARE & WHO I AM.......



WHO YOU ARE & WHO AM I......
I am a birth giver and you the killer of my son.....
you are a money giver and I a love one....
you gave money to buy a blanket,  to protect him  from cold,
I gave him the warmth of my body, to protect him from you......

You shout, you beat for a mistake,
I kiss and make for hundreds...
you drink for forgetting your pains and
I am beaten up, and made to grow up by my pains......
You look  at her and smile,
I miss you at every smile of mine....

you are free to be happy out there,
I need permission to even look out there....
your phone was switched off when he cried,
I was still there, when he needed.......

I write this blog, just to know it all....
Who are you... and who am I....

Monday, 16 July 2012

A wonderful up and down life.......

what a confusing life a common man lives........I feel common is stuck in between of poor and rich, politics and daily life, boss and union workers, etc, etc......(laughing). He is neither poor nor rich. So he doesn't know what he wants, what he must get, what he'll get.When a common man leaves from home for his job, he feels lets save non- renewable resources for future generation and gets into bus. But when he leaves from his office, he see that his friends are using non-renewable resources and he is not......A best quote for you is- Na ghar ke na ghaat ke........

Poor people have a habit of storing water at home, since there's no regular supply. Rich people don't need to worry for that......at all. But common man.........
His water tap runs for few days and he feels like rich people but suddenly when one morning his tap runs out of water.......he is again STUCK. This was a very example dear, common man's life is really interesting to study. At times you'll feel pity on his "kharab kismat" and at times you'll burst out in laughter.....
Its very interesting to even live a common man's life. Common man's life is a mixture of rich and poor, a mixture of happiness and sadness......A very uncertain life, versatile life and "ohh" common life.... :) 
He thinks about you, me and all.... he may be working in corporate company, but he is also a part of an NGO....  he is one who makes use of most free or discount offers..... he'll smile at poor and rich both, no hard feeling for anyone. He donates blood, he saves the most and he uses the less.......

I wish to mention an incident which happened with me, and its true....
I went to a food stall and was looking in menu and planning to order a nice big "cheese grilled sandwich"...There came a man, he was looking poor from his clothing, with less than average income(i guess), and he asked "wada pav kitne ka hai?"
man at counter said"10 rupai ka".
I saw. He did put his hand in pocket, he took out all that he had, it was rupee 10.... He saw counter man and he went away.....he went away. The think was he had only rupee 10 and can't use it to fill his stomach, hunger........
That moment I kept looking at him for few minutes. My eyes filled with tears and I asked for a wada pav and ate it and thanked god.........and prayed for him. That moment I felt that how blessed I am.....
 There's lots more to write, lots more to say, express but less amount of letters and words to describe.I thank god, to make me experience the two sides of a coin, and work for better future of both.

Guys, if you can please, be a part of this common life, and enjoy it....You'll know what you have and what you don't have..........what you want and what you don't want, and....one lesson which you'll learn is-

Adjust karo.....common life will teach you to be happy with whatever you have and at the end to laugh it all loud......hehehehe(as i am now).

A wonderful up and down life........



Monday, 2 July 2012

I AM NOT HAPPY......


I can see the beautiful rains out there, those raindrops which are like pearls.
I can see the dew drops on leaves, I can hear a bird singing.
I can see the rainbow and I am inhaling that fragrance of wet soil.
I can see kids playing in garden, those paper boats in watery potholes.
I am listening to the evergreen song"ab ke sawan aise barse...". I am having my chai with pakodas....as usual in rains..........
I can feel the cold air hugging me tight......mommy......
but I am not happy because we had a fight......
this most awaited rain is no more dearer.....
because we aren't talking......anymore...